Hate

I hate him coz he never made me feel that I exist… =) Kahit text lang naman diba? Pwede?

what is happening to me…

So I woke up a bit late today because I slept late of course… I entertained my craving for local telenovelas… I watched Pinoy Big Brother Uber until Boys Over Flowers…. Isn’t that amazing…. Im feeding my inner couch potato again…. But I have plans of getting my act straight next week…. That’s starting Monday… And I will be proposing to my mom that I’d be allowed to rent a place near the cosmetic surgery clinic….

Can you just imagine how stressful it is for me to travel from Quezon City to Paranaque?

1st ride — jeepney from Violago to Commonwealth Market

2nd ride — bus from Litex to GMA-Kamuning Station

3rd ride — MRT from GMA-Kamuning to Ayala Station

4th ride — bus from Ayala Station to South Station Alabang

5th ride — jeep from South Station Alabang to Toyota

6th ride — tricycle  from Toyota to the cosmetic clinic

That’s really stressful right?  I can’t take it… Of course I thought I can but with a lot of discipline…. Too bad… I have a minimal tolerance to that thing….

Hence, I did not attend today’s review session and went straight to my cousin-slash-friend G.  But it was all worth it… I saw D, the son of J…. Very cute… Takes away a lot of the stress… MWah!

Thank you God for the Day! =)

Cock-Fight and Kondultors

Are they done with their own cocks?

My Uncle Z and Manong A woke up early for their cockfighting hobby in Montalban… I think that they have been preparing for such things for quite a while… And my uncle J even sent 8,000 pesos for the bet and to think that he is from the US… Oh… I think 5,000 pesos was for the christening of Manong A’s first son E and the 3 thousand pesos was for the bet… So correction.. its not 8k but 3 k only for the bet… Don’t get me wrong though… The guys on the picture are not my uncles… They are people from Indonesia… and I am from the Philippines… And Filipinos dont like that… we have barber shops for us to look GQ-ish… and we have all sorts of vanity that even the “konduktor” of the buses get a manicure… colorless nailpolish… hahaha! it is so funny…

By the way, in the Philippines “konduktors” are those people who collect the fare on the buses…

Latest McDo Commercial

My friends and I can truly relate to this video… I mean… It is real eh…All girls have the power to go that extra-mile to be noticed… Not naman that girls are papansin but because girls cant go that far enough when it comes to flirting… Anyway, this video is really tweetums.. and cute… not to mention the fact that its only 25 pesos… in 1 peso coins… The guy on the said commercial is also mouth-watering… hahaha! he does not look like a typical McDo employee… hahaha! I mean if all McDo people are like that… Then I’d be there everyday..

Id be there for the French Fries too… HAHAHA!

Lazy Day

So my day did not start the way I wanted it to be… Of course I wanted to go to Paranaque for the duty… Too bad! I was really feeling lazy… As in alam mo yung… I can wake up naman but its just that I did not want to…

Kasi feeling ko ang mahal mahal ng pamasahe…. Just imagine… I pay almost 205 pesos for my fare… Diba unfair yun? And I’m not getting paid for this duty ha… But of course… Wala rin naman akong magagawa kahit na I’m really caught in the middle…. It’s a mix of whether I want somthing to happen in my life or I’ll just sit and wait for the swerte… Diba?

Of course I gave it a thought… I’m not growing any younger… I am in my Silver year… and I have to hurry up… No pressure really… but I just want things to just fall into its place right now… I want a beautiful future for me and my family… a lifelong dream is family economic stability…

So lazy ako diba… I dint go to my review class at the clinic today… Too bad… Hindi tuloy ako pwede lumabas coz I don’t have a reasonable reason to go out… Of course its not practical to tell Uncle Z that I am just going to meet up with my friend C.   So mega-imbento nanaman ako ng kwento to C that I am sick…. And now… Takot akong magkatotoo yun kasi ang gastos magkasakit… Huwag naman sana… Tas yung kasag-sagan ng pagla-lie ko kay C…. Bigla akong naubusan ng load… Kumusta naman diba?  Siguro ang lesson dun… Hindi ako dapat nag-lie… Pero dahil ayoko naman na i-break yung heart ng friend ko and give her the reason na im tinatamad lang… I had to make it sound like I’m really sick… So mega-status update nanaman ako that I am sick and mataas yung fever ko…. Winner ang aking pagiging pathetic liar… Shet!!! Makukulong na talga ako nito… KAKALOKA!!!

So actually, kaya ako tinamad na magpunta sa clinic kanina… is because the night before… nagpasosyal muna ako sa Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf… Kahit na alam ko naman na wala na talaga akong pera… pero dahil sosyalera ako… pinanindigan ko…. nag -coffee parin ako….

Kaya lang naman ako napunta ng Eastwood that night was because kelangan ko mang-hitch sa isa kong colleague sa clinic si I.  Sa Lafayette ang condo nya at Iranian ang BF nya… At may common person pa kami that we know of… Someone na naging beauty queen ng school ko nung college…  Pero infairness ang bait ng babaeng yun… and she likes me… Hindi naman talga natin maikakaila na im “likable” eh…. HAHAHA! Feeling eh noh…

So ganun talga ang nangyari… I think nilagnat din ako kasi nag taxi ako papuntang Tandang Sora galing Eastwood and I was so mad kasi ang biling ng patak nung metro ng cab… I paid around 105 pesos for the cab… dapat 102.5 lang naman yun pero binigay ko narin… mabait naman yung taxi driver eh….

Sobrang adik na adik talga ako ngayon sa internet… alam mo yung feeling na kapag nadedetach ako sa internet parang hindi ako happy…. pero syempre i get bored with it din naman….

At sana talaga makaalis na ako ng Australia this year… I am always praying for that… Sana ibigay na ni Lord… Sana ibigay na yung Economic Stability na hinihingi ko…. Kahit na hindi naman talga yan ang solusyon pero kasi I grew up just wanting all those things… And syempre… thats not just for myself… If I can share… I share din naman… I’m not naman gahaman noh… In fact…. I am really galante… yun nga lang… minsan I have to examine my motives of helping.  Is it because I really want something in return or because I just wanna help… But anyway, I dont need to think of it that much… I’ll just continue instructing my heart and mind to do the right things…. Will always be hopeful and wishing that my career, lovelife and family will be in the right place… Alam mo yung maayos na maayos… Hopefully…

Supposedly First Day

Supposedly, today is my first day at this cosmetic clinic.  However, I had to prioritize this old task.  Dapat kasi na-forward ko na yung results ng English exam ko sa Queensland.  However, due to laziness…. I was not able to do it last December hanggang sa mag-January nalang…. But at least, I was able to accomplish it today… Yun nga lang… I was able to attend my first day at the cosmetic clinic… Syempre, di ko na papangalanan ang clinic kasi sure na sure na ako… Na ako lang ang may blog dun….

Actually,  i should’ve gone there today… Kasi pwede naman half-day eh… Kaso I was too tired… Tinamad narin ako kasi parang wala namang use na andun ako sa clinic for the half-day tas the instructor might think that I’m such a lazy person….  Hence, I wanted to start with a clean slate… Bukas nalang ako papasok dun sa clinic… Kasi hindi parin naman ako nagbabayad eh….

Sorta naguluhan pa nga ako kanina if uwi ba ako kasi I dont want my tito to think that I’m just loitering.  Anyway… Yun lang naman ang events ngayon eh… But will provide with an update soon….

I miss S… HAHAHA!!!! Even if he does not reply… parang OK din lang naman eh…. Kasi ang alam ko motto nya dati… makakalimutan ko rin naman sya… Mas ma-drama pa yun saken… Promise!!!

I like someone that my friend likes….

uhmmm… i dont know how to start… but what if you encounter a situation wherein a guy is so nice to you but your friend likes him…. do I have the right so stop and think about it… or maybe reconsider that she has marked it as a territory…. I mean gosh!!!! come on… i think he is hot, rich, intelligent and kind… and not at all homophobic… Perfect diba? Tsk!!!!

I want him in so many ways… except that he is short and he seemed frugal…. I was just judging him merely on the fact that he allowed my friend (girl) to pay for all the food and drinks that we ordered in one of the grill-slash-restaurants that we have been to.

it is already a plus that he is taking law in Ateneo… Oh!!! I can’t discount the fact that he is quite nice to me… He said if he won in that NBA betting game, lilibre nya ako ng food sa Cibo…. SHET!!! Eto pa….

I know naman that I’m not rich… but I still go out with people who have more money than I do… and u know what? medyo tama sya… that the main component in a person’s life is his family…. marami narin daw syang friends na sobrang yaman before but then nung naghirap nawala daw yung iba nilang friends… which is true naman… but yun nga…

He also promised to bring me in one of the favorite resto’s in Batangas… Actually, dinala na nya yung friend ko na si L dun… and then yun nga para silang nag-date… Syempre… I know where I stand in his life… Ayoko naman mag-assume na at some point magugustuhan nya ako…. Parang tulad nung kay M na mega-assume ako… Which is super wrong… and I even told my friends na naging kami which is hindi naman…. Kaya, I know sobrang galit parin yun si M saken… Ikaw ba naman mapagkamalang bading dahil bading lang yung roomate or yung tinuring mong best friend… In full fairness… Alam ko naman na mali talga ako… Kaya lang… syempre… hindi ko parin alam kung kelan ko i-aadmit that we were never a couple… but as of the very moment… parang nakasanayan ko narin na aminin na X ko sya…. alam ko rin naman na niloloko ko lang yung sarili ko kasi hindi naman talga totoo… SHET!!! Kawawa talga sya… Ewan ko ba… Hayaan ko nalang….